My War Gone By, I Miss It So By Anthony Loyd. PB. 321 pgs. Nothing can prepare you for this portrait of the Balkan war--the terror, and thrill of combat, the lives ended, societies changed, the humanity, the blood. Loyd went to Bosnia as a war correspondent because it gave him a passport to the front of the fighting, and he was addicted to battle. Here he saw the best and worst of human behavior. He reports on the daily efforts of war and its effects on individuals Portions are horrifying personal, others distanced and calmly observed.